It is also significant that the flowers represent artificiality: the flowers Paul sees as he rides through New York are growing under glass, in an artificial environment. Paul tends to find natural things (or flowers in their natural state) ugly and observes that "the natural nearly always wore the guise of ugliness." This is significant because Paul can't love himself as he is. Rather, he loves and nurtures the artificial illusion of himself that he creates.
The flower in Paul's lapel is his attempt to be something he is not--to appear flippant and "better than" his teachers, to show that he doesn't care about being disciplined. Later, when the flower begins to droop, it is as if the brief period of glory Paul experiences is also ending. He remembers the flowers under glass and thinks that they, too, have faded by now, having experienced evanescent glory. His final act of burying the flower under the snow, of course, foreshadows Paul's own death.
Paul believes that he appears more beautiful in his new attire and way of living though it is all false--artificial. The tragedy of this story is that Paul is never able to learn who he really is and to love that person.
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